Yes, i did mention that i wanted to get over it.
i know that i should stop being and letting my stoopid endless unrequited love feeling get the better of me. By abandoning my blog, i can see "my readership" numbers slowly decline. i could say at that moment in time, i couldn't care less about it but then again, seeing this shitty blog does have/had/get/got some kind of attention, does excites me anyway.
Its just that my personal issues does get in the way of me getting inspired and motivated to write.
So, what i did was, i got myself a box of dark chocolate. i love dark chocolate. Usually when i got depressed, dark chocolate would certainly be my way of getting rid of the things thats bothering me. The one that i got is made by Tudor Gold. i believe its a local chocolate company.
If you wanted the medical facts, so here are some of it:
# it stimulates Endorphin production, which gives a feeling of pleasure.
# it contains Serotonin, which acts as an anti-depressant.
# it contains Theobromine, Caffeine and other substances which are stimulants.
Of course don't just take this all from me. Try it if you're feeling down, i'm sure you'll feel a little better afterward. Okay, probably you might think that this is a paid post. Oh how i wish it is. So Tudor Gold, if you're reading this, do contact me, we can arranged something out. (i need money)
Seriously though, its not a good feeling when all this stoopid depressing feelings and thoughts plaguing your mind. Its a self inflict mental and emotional hell. So for now, i probably would have to stock pile my supplies of dark chocolates.
Dark Chocolates benefits:
Via. and Via.
