My Love is STUPID..

My love for her is pointless.
My feelings for her is like the amount of the grains of sands in the beach. i could count it for her just to show how much i appreciate her. Silly and totally unrelated metaphor, i know. Perhaps some of you guys/gals have experience this before. Is there any way to get rid of this feelings?

i hate it when i'm just the one who wanted more than this..

i know..
i know.. i can't force my feelings for her, it should come naturally. Even if in the end we're not meant to be, all i wanted was to get rid of this feeling.

Because,

i couldn't just forget about her..
i can't imagine she with someone else..

i wish i had that thingy in the Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
i would probably just erased her from my memories.
Done.