For the past few weeks i've been rambling about how i 'screw up' my friendship with my best friend by saying that i have feeling for her. hahaha.. Quite the funny thing now isn't it?
Fortunately but strangely the awkward moment only lasted for a few days. She and i resume our friendship as usual, though now, perhaps in my part i just couldn't let her go that easily. i think i should've stop obsessing about her by now. Yup, she said she didn't see me anymore than just a friend. Damn it gurl, i want more! Stupid, why am i mentioning it again?
Anyways, i still couldn't flush her out of my system. Not to mention my pointless jealousy whenever i imagine she's flirting with other guy, going out with other guy and be with other guy. i really hated that stupid and pointless imagination of mine, it's only making the ache in my heart worse.
Oh man, all that i can do right now is just take it all in and bury it deep inside of me. Just like what i did a couple of time before. i have the habit of developing feelings for my best friend. Damn it!
Somehow this song from Muse just sums up what i'm thinking right now..
When will this loneliness of mine be over?
Song : Map Of The Problematique
Band : Muse
Album :
Fear
And the panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel
Like everything I sow
Is being swept away
Well I refuse to let you go
I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you
Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over?
Life
Will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one
Thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
When we bleed we bleed the same?
I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you
Loneliness be over
When will this Loneliness be over?
Loneliness be over
When will this Loneliness be over?
Fortunately but strangely the awkward moment only lasted for a few days. She and i resume our friendship as usual, though now, perhaps in my part i just couldn't let her go that easily. i think i should've stop obsessing about her by now. Yup, she said she didn't see me anymore than just a friend. Damn it gurl, i want more! Stupid, why am i mentioning it again?
Anyways, i still couldn't flush her out of my system. Not to mention my pointless jealousy whenever i imagine she's flirting with other guy, going out with other guy and be with other guy. i really hated that stupid and pointless imagination of mine, it's only making the ache in my heart worse.
Oh man, all that i can do right now is just take it all in and bury it deep inside of me. Just like what i did a couple of time before. i have the habit of developing feelings for my best friend. Damn it!
Somehow this song from Muse just sums up what i'm thinking right now..
When will this loneliness of mine be over?
Song : Map Of The Problematique
Band : Muse
Album :
Fear
And the panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel
Like everything I sow
Is being swept away
Well I refuse to let you go
I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you
Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over?
Life
Will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one
Thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
When we bleed we bleed the same?
I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you
Loneliness be over
When will this Loneliness be over?
Loneliness be over
When will this Loneliness be over?
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